Today was so beautifully fall that I had no choice to be happy. It is sad to be so depressed and utter miserable all of the time. I know that sometime soon I will have to lift myself up, dust off my boots and start all over. Maybe this time as I rise up from the ashes of my former self, I can begin anew as someone better and easier.
On a sadder note, I have failed on our vacation this month. It seems October is THE month for vacations in the mountains. All cabins are booked except for a few undesirable ones. What to do, what to do?
Maybe I can go somewhere else, but where???
